"her depression"  Oct 16, 2005

ようやく10月に入ったと思っていたら、いつの間にやらもう中旬になっていた。年をとる毎に時の速さを感じる。
仕事からの圧力で壊れそうになる毎日の時間。その狭間に点在する家族の時間。そして自分の時間。
どこを重要な時間と考える時間割のウェイトは人それぞれにあるのだが、なぜか自分だけが重い時間を背負っているような錯覚に陥る時もある。が、それは大きな間違いだ。
抱えきれない重さを受け止める余裕は、すまんが今の僕には無いに等しい。
近くの海へ乗せて行ってやることぐらいしか、今の僕には出来ないのだよ。

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Comments

近くの海へいくことで十分な気もします。二人の思惑が交叉するイメージがすきです。
Posted by: jj on October 16, 2005 10:19 PM
I love the usage of black and white, and how gritty the photo looks. The subject looks so sad, and it adds along with the aesthetics a beauty to this work.
Posted by: Nathan on October 17, 2005 11:48 AM
jjさん、コメントどうもありがとうございます。物語を感じずにはいられないjjさんのサイト徘徊はもう日課のヤマサキです。
ポメ犬の散歩と理由つけてね、うまく誘い出した訳ですよ。へへへ。思惑が交叉する、かぁ。うまいこと言いますね 笑。まさにそんな感じだったのかも知れません。撮った自分が言うのも変なのですが微妙な顔してますもん。色々あるみたいですが、僕はすごく客観的に見ている(つもり)です。親である前に人間同士の立場としてまず接してあげないと僕自身が困惑してしまいますから。僕の役目は少しのヒントぐらいでいいんです。
私ごとですが僕は女性に対しても男性に対しても接し方が同じなので、失礼極まりないそうです。写真と同じで相手に対して自分を変えるのはどーも無理なようです...。thanks,
Posted by: yamasaki on October 17, 2005 04:12 PM
thanx, Nathan.
when i watch a good color photo, i want to take by a color. and when i watch a good b&w photo, i want to take by a monochrome.
but only a little supplemented it for an optical illusion so that the choice was good...
i always think that i want to leave a good photograph. there are a great deal of substance in that photograph.
Posted by: yamasaki on October 17, 2005 04:16 PM
Very nice pic...This is the perfect portrait of melancholy...
Posted by: Hernandez Marzal on October 27, 2005 07:52 PM
いいです、ね!
Posted by: Roberto Marquino on October 30, 2005 09:42 AM
Sad and beautiful!
Posted by: Gustav on October 30, 2005 07:30 PM
thanks, Hernandez Marzal.
i don't understand girlish innocence... but communication is indispensable for a human being.
Posted by: yamasaki on November 13, 2005 11:12 AM
welcome home Roberto Marquino.
did you take good photographs in your trip? surely i think that there is splendid scenery there! thanks for a comment.
Posted by: yamasaki on November 13, 2005 11:17 AM
thanks Gustav.
she was depressed by the something... i did not hear the reason, but i went to the local sea with a pet dog. did some feelings clear? ...perhaps?
Posted by: yamasaki on November 13, 2005 11:23 AM
Yamasaki-san, I found your site through Hosaka at www.diveshore.net.
Your photography is quite unusual. I can see a common thread -- very dark, very surreal. I feel like you and many of the other Japanese photographers whose work I see on the Web are influenced by well-known Japanese photographers who I'm not familiar with...
Posted by: Jordan on November 28, 2005 09:16 AM
» Jordan san.
I'm amateur photographer and I take a photograph like a diary. Besides, I'm a beginner... HOSAKA's site is one of my favorite site that i love!! Perplexity, Expectation, Betrayal, Some souls and eyes still lurked in one piece of his photograph... thanks your comment.
Posted by: yamasaki on November 28, 2005 02:08 PM